When I had finally cajoled myself into the idea of having an unknown person let alone, a complete stranger touch my vagina and that for £300, I did not expect myself to write about it!
Can you pay to let a complete stranger stroke your vagina to feel sexual ecstasy to heal?
Yes. And yes, you heal.
It all began on the day when my husband of seven years and high school sweetheart left me deserted for another woman who he apparently ‘connected’ with at an emotional and physical level. Our marriage had been an orgasm –free one as I unfortunately suffered from Anorgasmia and love alone did not sail my boat. Wasn’t love supposed to be a solution to anything? Even Anorgasmia? And it seemed my ex-husband was correct love comes with ‘connection’ and if we had that ‘connection’ my marriage could have been salvaged. And that ‘connection’ could have cured my anorgasmia and I would have been his ‘connection’.
A kind friend who practised an other – worldly spiritual life suggested I try the Emotional Detox through Tantra and Tao Body at Tantric Journey as it had worked wonders for her and how she became so empowered free of her emotional baggage and debt – and all by letting a stranger stroke her vagina.
Initially, it did not make complete sense to me and I was appalled at the thought of a letting a stranger fondle my vagina but it somehow had seemed to work for her and she seemed to be having a ball in bed with her partner. The agony I had felt trapped in a sex-less marriage, emotionally unsatisfied tied down to an emotionally unavailable man, secretly hating myself for not being able to be sexually active that became a self-esteem parasite – justified my senseless act.
Having mustered all the courage I found myself in the Tantric Journey Tantra temple, lying on a massage table legs apart ready for my experimentation, here is what I learnt from “losing my dignity for £300!”
Emotional Detox through Tantra & Tao Bodywork resurrected me
As anxiety built up in my chest while floating through many uncomfortable memories of shame and guilt and the strokes became smoother something awakened in me. I felt my body breathe and I was travelling in waves of pleasure very strange to me and as reality sank in, I realized I had boarded the boat of heightened sexual pleasure.
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Orgasm is not the ultimate goal CONNECTIVITY is
As every stereotypical sexual session’s intent is to end in an orgasm, Emotional Detox through Tantra & Tao Bodywork goal was for me to reside in the state of pleasure and feel the sexual energy pulsating within me which astonishingly made me feel alive connecting me to everything around me. I embraced myself as whole, my flaws, my scars, my past and no longer was I empty.
Tantra is connection
Tantra is a Sanskrit word and an ancient Eastern practice from the 5th century which means ‘expansion through awareness’intended to weave the spiritual and physical. Tantra connects you to yourself allowing you to connect you to your partner to achieve bliss. Tantra heals past hurt and past negative events and builds trust and intimacy which are major factors of a ‘connection’.
Learn more about Tantra here
One by one my negative feelings bid me farewell
As easy it is for me to type this, it wasn’t as easy for me to process it. Every time a sudden sad memory surfaced that I had forgotten many years ago I struggled as I almost re-lived it for a short instant but as soon as they faded I felt lighter and happier – I felt more open to positive feelings.
I am CONNECTIVITY
After a tear jerking session bidding farewell to my negative feelings, I felt anew. My breath to the tip of my toes were buzzing with the new found energy; that I felt I had conquered myself to such awesomeness. A new sense of confidence washed over me and all my stress buttons seemed to have eroded away. I was a medieval irresistible exotic goddess in my own way and my own hero, I became ‘Connectivity’ – to myself and I knew I will to others.
Read more about the benefits of Emotional Detox through Tantra & Tao Bodywork here
Goodbye Anorgasmia
As my vaginal muscles contracted and relaxed, I knew I was a new woman ready to conquer what may come – husbandless, houseless, dog-less and minus one cat.
If you prefer read how Tantra cures Anorgasmia
Rebirth
My days after the Emotional Detox through Tantra & Tao Bodywork weren’t as glorious as my sexual euphoric epiphany at the massage table, as I was purging a lot of deeply seated stagnant negative emotions that had taken residence in my body. But after a few weeks I was shining vessel navigated by my lighthouse – Tantric practices. My positive thoughts triggered positive emotions that gave me positive life choices and positive life experiences and now I am in a happy marriage that is emotionally and physically satisfying and the epitome of ‘connectivity’ as I have learnt it to be.
Here is the video of Emotional Release Through Clothes on Bodywork
