1. Thanks for providing a safe space for me to experience and express my sexuality. As I’d shared before, I’ve never quite felt completely safe or confident when experiencing physical intimacy with a man, so this was a fresh start and a healing experience. There’s certainly some way to go for me to gain confidence in expressing myself or asking for what I need. But this was a good start.
2. I appreciated the loving support and gentle reassurances you provided right through. Each of them was very much appreciated as they enabled me to experience my needs and desires with a bit more confidence and awareness. I feel somewhat liberated and grateful.
3. I didn’t experience anger, remembered trauma or pain much through the session. Except at the end where I felt I was throwing away some demons from my marriage. That felt good. There was relief and some tears because of it.
4. In the last 2 days, I felt some sadness, frustration and yearning. I want to experience satisfying physical / sexual relations with a man and I hope to get there soon. But I’m now also aware that I need to select a sensitive and giving partner who can help me in the healing process. Not one who is only interested in the sexual act and his own satisfaction.
Thanks, Mal. Look forward to see you soon.